Saturday, August 26, 2006

Is there such a thing as love at first sight?

napaka-cliche ng tanong...
at kung ako ang tatanungin mo nyan few years ago...
i'd probably say no.
pro how can one be sure?
di naman porke di mo pa nararamdaman, ibig sabihin ay di na sya totoo, di ba?
wala lang... hehehe...
being a "man of science" (naks...) nag-research ako... (in short, nag-google... hehehe)
Do you believe in love at first sight? Scientists study our brain activity and say that it’s quiet possible but everyone is free to believe or not to believe.
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Psychologists say that love at first sight depends on our psychological state at the moment.
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Very many factors act in the situation of falling in love from the first sight. These are our ideals, intuition or “fast logic”, imagination etc. When you fall in love at the first sight you are usually ready and willing to fall in love. Less possibility that it will happen if you are tired, stressed, solving problems in you mind.
---> probably explains kung bakit halos lahat ng kilala ko di naniniwala sa love at first sight... most of them fit the description above... heheheh.... pish!
wala lang uli... :)
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"I dare you to move..."

Follow your heart!

Good luck...

will surely miss u...

Monday, August 21, 2006

Current theme song ko daw... hahaha...

Blush (Only You)
by Plumb

When you look at me I start to blush
And all that I can see is you and us
Well, baby I'm so free to be in love
With you, with you

I wanna be in love with only you
I wanna watch the sky turn grey and blue
I wanna know the kiss that always new
I wanna be in love with only you, just you

The stars will fall and dark will light the way
We'll hit the ground and fall into the shade
I'll light the night with fire and run away
With you, with you

I wanna be in love with only you
I wanna watch the sky turn grey and blue
I wanna know the kiss thats always new
I wanna be in love with only you

I wanna be in love with you
I wanna be in love
I wanna be in love
I wanna be in love with you
I wanna be in love
I wanna be in love
I WANNA BE IN LOVE WITH YOU

I wanna be in love with only you
I wanna watch the sky turn grey and blue
I wanna know the kiss thats always new
I wanna be in love with only you
Just you, yeah
Just you, yeah
Just you

I wanna be...
Just you...
yeah

iPod Shuffle Eight Ball...

got this from a friend...
there are a series of questions and you'll answer them using your mp3 player in shuffle mode...
in my case, i used iTunes...
They call it the "iPod Shuffle Eight Ball"...
yes, i know! immaturity at it's finest... hehehe...
no harm in trying... the answers might be amusing.. not that i believe they're real or anything... hehehe...

Q: How does the world see me?
A: There she goes by Sixpence

Q:Will I have a happy life?
A: Maling Akala by Brownman revival
nyaaaaaaaaaahahahhaa....

Q: What do my friends really think of me?
A: Tattooed on my mind by Sitti Navarro
hhmmnn... i knew it! someone's secretly lusting over me! hahaha... joke lang... :)

Q: How can I make myself happy?
A: I Didn't Know I Was Looking For Love by Sitti Navarro
Teka, di ko gets... i'll be happy if i didn't know i was looking for love? labo...

Q: What should I do with my life?
A: So Slow by Freestyle
bakit? mabilis ba ko???

Q: Will I ever have children?
A: One note Samba by Sitti Navarro
ok... walang sense...

Q: What is some good advice for me?
A: Motion by Plumb

Q: How will I be remembered?
A: The Dance by Barbie's Cradle
whoa??? i dont even dance...

Q: What is my signature dance song?
A: Pag-alis by Barbie's Cradle
it's my signature sad song...but dance song??? i dont think so...

Q: What do I think my current theme song is?
A: Blush (Only You) by Plumb
nyaaaahahahaha.... ito ay isang malaking "no comment"... :)

Q: What song will play at my funeral?
A: Independence Day by Barbie's Cradle
People feel liberated because im dead???

Q: What type of men do I like?
A: limang dipang tao by Barbie's Cradle
nyaaahahahaha...

Q: What is my day going to be like?
A: Sleep by Barbie's Cradle
hahaha.... yup! 11hours sleep... :)

Picture! Picture!

These past few days, i've been planning to go to different places to take pictures. I figured, it might be a nice hobby / distraction from all the things that have been bugging me for quite some time now. Last saturday, i planned to go to Fort Santiago and Luneta. Yah, i know, chessy places... but i figured, it might be interesting. It's been years since i've gone to those places... last i was there was probably when i was in gradeschool... hehehe...

However, like any other thing i plan to do in my life, it never pushed through last saturday. i had to run some errands at home. I wasn't quite disappointed since what i was asked to do was slightly related to what i wanted... taking pictures... hehehe....

My dad asked me to take portraits of each family member, (or atleast those who are still here in the country.) He said he wanted to put it in frames for display. Why is my dad asking me? Am i that good??? Of course not! no way in hell....it's just that im the only one in the family who knows how to use the digicam...hehehe...

Portraits aren't really my thing. Given a choice, i'd much rather take pictures of inanimate objects... simply because they dont complain when it's taking too long, or when they look too dark in the picture (when in fact, they are dark in person... :) ) So this task is indeed a challenge... Given that i have no previous experience in portrait photography, i had to recall some of the instructions i got from those people who get class pictures from way way back in high school... yes i know... the situation is that desperate...hehehe....

The pictures were pretty average... definitely not done by a professional, but for people who have eyeglasses as thick as my head (ok, may be not THAT thick...), it was nice... But then again, they're my parents so i can never really tell if they really like it or they just dont want to hurt their little baby's feelings...hehehe...

But of course, it doesn't end there... my dad asked me if it's true that pictures can be edited using a computer...Yes, i know, the question did make me laugh too... (though i didnt laugh when my dad asked me... :) ) So obviously i said yes... which was probably a bad answer... hehehe :)
He asked me if i can "erase" some "age lines". . What the hell... Might be fun... So i let photoshop do it's magic... with my dad closely watching over my shoulder...making sure that i was making him look good in the picture... :) So... a little clone here.... and there.... color balance... etc...etc... after a few more tweaks, walla! my dad couldn't be happier... And now he's planning to run for the elections all for the sake of posting his pictures all over the city... hehehe... of course he was kidding... he was just really pleased... even called my brother in singapore to tell him about it... hahaha....

My mom, of course, didn't need to be "photoshopped". Well, for a person who took nearly an hour to preparefor a 5-minute picture-taking session... she'd better look good! Grabe! kinareer! It makes me really wonder why i never got any "kikay genes" from her... hehehe....

My eldest (and darkest... :) ) brother asked if i could "shed light" upon his "dark image".... nyaaahahaha... Again, thanks to photoshop... i had another satisfied (and non-paying... hehehe) customer... :)

My other brother (the PT dude) didn't need to be "photoshopped"... although i was quite tempted to put a "wig" on his picture... just for kicks... hehehe... :)


Im sure going to different places would be fun... going on an adventure... taking pictures of things you haven't seen before...But this day made me realize that sometimes you really dont have to go that far to have fun... :)
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definitely no place like home...

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Destiny Sucks

*sigh* baaaaaaa... *sigh*

gago talaga itong destiny na ito...
lakas mang-trip...
kung kelan kelangan mong sabihing "Hindi",
tsaka ka bibigyan ng dahilan para sabihing "Oo"...

tokwa...

Monday, August 14, 2006

rainy days and mondays

I hate mondays because its the start of a veeerrrry long work-week.
In short, im lazy!

I hate rainy days only when im about to go somewhere in which i have to use public transport.
Dont get me wrong, i have no problems riding buses, jeeps, etc.. but some people can be such a bitch when it's raining!

What a better way to start my week... It's monday (a given fact), plus, making things extra special,
it rained just a few minutes before i was about to leave our house. Great! just what i needed!

And since it's monday, the traffic jam of both vehicles and humans are much to be expected.

As i was waiting for a bus with a bunch of other people (some of which are already starting to be bitchy), mother nature thought that this was the best time to test my patience. The rain poured! Big time! All the buses that passed by us were already filled with people. But some people still insisted on riding, running after the bus and hanging on for dear life.

I used to do that when I was a little younger. I can't believe i survived 2 years of college doing that!
Imagine me, wearing the all-white college of science uniform, black leather shoes, backpack, and other school stuff, elbowing my way to ride a much-in-demand bus, just to make it to my 7:00am physics class... those were the days...

As much as i'd like to show the world that i can still do the same stunts i did when i was younger, i was in no mood to join the mob in harassing the buses that came by us. For about 30 minutes, I waited with the other "passive" passengers in hopes that an empty south-bound bus would miraculously fall down from heaven, which of course, never happened.(Otherwise, i would have asked for a sports car... "yung red" :) but we all know how that ends up too.... )

So i decided to just get a cab. Apparently, all the cabs there have a "terminal" (or just some random place where they "gang-up").
So when i reached the "gang":

Me : "Ma, MRT, north ave."
Manong: "250 po"

Whaathe?????? This guy has got to be kidding me?!!!

Me: "250??????"
Manong: "Mahal na po gasolina ngayon e"

Yah, for people like him, just about the same price as honesty and integrity, i suppose...

What i really regret is that i wasn't able to get the plate numbers of all the taxi's there.
I was too pissed off, so i just walked away as fast as possible.

So, back to my usual post in the bus stop... I was hoping that the number of people would have thinned up, but somehow, they've figured out a way to clone themselves and to multiply by the minute.

Still waiting... waiting.... waiting.... then i remembered my mp3 player! The music might cheer me up a bit...Select shuffle mode... press play... put on earphones... Oh! Great! guess what's playing...
Adding insult to injury..... "Laughter in the Rain" (not kidding here...) The Fates have decided to bully me today...I could swear i can hear little voices laughing at me... Hallucinating... people pointing at me, shouting "Loooooser!" I nearly lost it, thank God, my finger decided to press the next button in the mp3 player....

Now, listening.... waiting... listening.... moving a little, just to check if this is all real. i check my watch... it's 8:45am... Great! Even if i get a bus now (which is next to impossible), I'd still be late for work...

So what's the most logical thing to do... Get a tricycle... go back home... sleep!
At the nearest tricycle terminal:
Me: Manong, molave st.

after driving for about a few seconds...

Manong: miss, pag hinarang tyo, sabihin mo taga-parada ka. Yung mga tricycle drivers kase dyan nanghaharang e.

whatthe??? apparently, tricycle drivers here have "turfs". In my case, since i am from fortune village 6, i'd have to ride a tricycle from the terminal that's about 80 meters away, not the current tricycle terminal im in at that moment.
Pati ba naman dito may dishonesty pa din??? but atleast FINALLY, something worked my way...

I reached home, watched 3 movies in a row, and currently typing this in crimson editor...

Still waiting for the rain to stop...


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rain, rain, go away, come again another day...
'cause someone's got to work today...


Sunday, August 13, 2006

cluttered closet

Ever feel like parang ang dami mong kelangang / gustong gawin pro di mo magawa kase di mo alam kung san mag-uumpisa or more like, tinatamad kang umpisahan.....?

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... I feel like a cluttered closet.
Ang konti lang ng laman, pro ang gulo-gulo... nakakatamad ayusin... sarap iwan na nakatambak na lang ang mga gamit...

the things in the closet:
1. Study specs for the new project.
2. Study for JLPT level 4
3. Study for Java Certification
4. Continue with my "music" hobbies
5. Get a new and "useful" hobby.
6. Finish the books I bought

for now, wala pa kong natatapos... i need a plan... pro pati yun, prang ang gulo-gulo din...

minsan, naisip ko.....pwede bang itapon na lang lahat ng laman ng cabinet at sunugin?

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...........

Sunday, August 06, 2006

talk about dirty marketing...

juvenile but eye-catching...
did its job... hehehe...
love the tag line.... "you know you want to..."
hehehehe....