i'm earning money... virtually....

im currently playing in the stock market...
virtual nga lang... hehehe...
check it out... virtual stock exchange... hehehe...
for those who want to play in the market, but don't
have the money or the guts... :)
http://vse.marketwatch.com/Game/Homepage.aspx

my initial investment was on IBM, with 100 shares.
Each share costs $106.08. I initially lost 0.03.
But as of press time, i have a 0.32 gain! wooohoo...
if only these were real money... damn!

now i invested on Viragen Inc, a medicine company.
since may bird flu scare, i think mukhang tataas
ang value ng mga shares nya. plus mababa ko nakuha
yung price ng each share ($0.05 per share) from the
original price na $0.50 per share last july. so either
this company's going to the shithole, or it's eventually
gonna go up. I bought 1,000,000 shares (total of $45,900.00
worth of investment)

im currently number 42 out of 220 traders...
the standings are changing quite frequently...
if Viragen goes down... so do i...
it's an awfully big risk...
however, if it picks up, even to half of it's original price,
woooohooo... virtual money baby! virtual money!!!

shit... im excited about money that aint real...
must be the meds im taking... stupid flu!!!

virtual money!!!!! virtual money!!!!
mwuuuuhhhaaaaahahahaaaa....

uuwi na lang, nadale pa! hehehe....

promise, maaga na ako papasok...
by maaga, i mean 9am ah (layo ng bahay ko!)...
bakit kamo??

abay, handang-handa na akong umuwi
(well, di naman tipong suot na yung bag,
more like di ko na feel mag-work)
nag hihintay na lang ako na mag-7pm...
(nyeta... bakit kse ako 10am pumasok!...)
mamayang konti... nilapitan ako ng aming
japanese manager para itanong kung ako daw
ba ang support ngayon... waaaa.... may problem
daw sa NCOS... (kelan ba nawalan...???)
haaaaay... so medyo wala akong choice kung di
mag-stay at maghintay...
maghintay sa kanilang mga email
at mga uploaded logs sa ftp server...
haaaay buhay...

it's a comforting thought though, na konting
araw na lang, di ko na gagawin to... :)

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para akong lalagnatin... waaaaaaah....
allergic yata tlaga ako sa work... :)

masama bang wala pa...?

i always get that odd look when people ask me kung san ako lilipat after my resignation, and i answer back na "wala pa".
masama bang wala pa? I know it's impractical, syempre, lalo na kung breadwinner ka.
siguro, swerte lang ako at supportive ang mga magulang ko (in short, papalamunin nila ako ulit habang wala pa akong trabaho...)
actually, marami akong plano, maraming gustong gawin at matutunan. pro after a really good rest siguro, tsaka ko sila magagawang concrete.

going to singapore is definitely an option. ang tanong na lang e kung kaya ko ba talagang magtrabaho sa ibang bansa at kung kaya kong sakyan ang culture nila. gusto ko rin sanang mag-aral. kung papalaring makapag-trabaho ako sa SG at di naman ganun kabigat ang trabaho, i might try to get an MS degree. haaaay... nangarap na naman ang bata.... hehehe...

pro seriously, this time, i will do my very best na gawin lahat ng gusto kong gawin... i want to be part of something big, but first, i want a clean slate...

nag-usap na kme ng japanese manager namin kanina. nung morning, nag-send sya ng email with 4 questions, related sa pag-re-resign ko at kung anu daw ang suggestion ko for improvements sa company. then nung hapon, pinag-usapan namin yung mga sagot ko. medyo mahabang usapan, pinaliwanag nya sa akin na yung ibang changes mahirap talgang gawin. meron din syang mga pieces of advice for me. mabait talga sya.

ja, pahinga muna... di daw kelangang pumasok bukas! walang support! buti naman...

the die has been cast...

or in my case, the resignation letter has been handed-in...
ang tagal bago ko ito nagawa.
matagal na syang plano, ngayon lang nagkatotoo.
ang hirap pla talaga.

nung sinabi ko sa japanese manager namin,
mukhang ok naman. pro kanina, bago ako umuwi,
nilapitan nya ako and asked me kung pwede daw kameng mag-usap bukas...
waaaaaaaaaaa....

wala lang...


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can't wait to just sleep all day...

decisions... decisions....

ang dami kong dapat pag-desisyonan sa mga darating na mga araw...
pro wala ako sa mood mag-isip... gusto ko munang magpahinga...
mahirap plang mag-hand-in ng resignation letter...
ilang buwan ko na sya pinag-iisipang gawin, pro di ko magawa-gawa...
promise, next week... gagawin ko na sya...
i can't wait to be a bum... gusto kong matulog ng mahabang oras... yung walang iisiping problem pagkagising... haaay... buhay...

ika nga ng japanese manager namin...
"give me a braak!!!"

nyaaahahaha....

golden compass quiz

got this from the golden compass movie website...
it's the film adaptation of Philip Pullman's book of the same title.

It's about a girl, in whose world, all people have "daemons". No, not the background process, you geek! According to the movie/book, daemons are animal spirits that accompanies people through life. Actually, it's more than just a companion, it's more like a person's own soul... (char...)

So parang "what kind of animal are you" ang dating... :)

If you want to know your daemon, check out http://www.goldencompassmovie.com/

here's mine:

nice name noh? "Arkadion"