If this is my fault, then I'm so sorry...

OMG?! Is this my fault? Is my mentioning of him several times in my blog the reason why he's suddenly here?!? Did I inadvertently will this to happen (you know, like the secret)

jeez... if this is my fault, then I'm sooooo sorry. (As usual, I firmly believe that everything that's happening in this world is because of me... :) )

If by any chance that this is not because of me, then I have one word to the person who should bear responsibility for this: "why?"

Buzzkill

Here are sample chats I've had these past few days:

random friend: kamusta na? kelan ka uuwi?
me: nasa pinas ako ngayon.
random friend: ah?! talaga?! bakit di ka nagsasabi? anong okasyon? kelan ka
manlilibre? :)
me: na stroke kase dad ko.

did i just kill the moment or what?!

Don't worry, my dad's fine now. My entire family is ok now.

I just really don't want to blog or discuss about the details because I just end up teary-eyed and before I know it, I'd be bawling like a dying animal in one corner. Not a very good sight, let me tell you.

When I re-read this blog entry, I just want to be reminded that the storm has passed and that everything's going to be alright now.

I don't want to blog about sadness or anger anymore. I woundn't want to read something that takes me to a really bad place.

Anyway, to my dear friends, I hope we'll be meeting each other in much better circumstances next time. Thanks for all the prayers. Here's to hoping I won't be killing any more moments in the future... :)

ending on a high note...

I just realized that my previous entry was a bit of a downer...
(ending it with Rick Astley and all... )

So I'd like to leave today's entry on a high note...

We FINALLY found a nice flat! After several sleepless nights,"strait times", annoying agents, viewing sessions, bloody debates, and shameless haggling, we finally found a really good flat. A bit expensive, but I think it's well worth the price. It's partially furnished, so that means I'd have to buy some furniture for my room.

I'm kind of excited because I get to "design" my own room... I'm thinking of going for Japanese/minimalist style... in short, I'm cheap so I won't be buying that much stuff. Just a mattress (all because I need it), and probably a small table (oh, screw it, I'll just stack phone directories together, that should have the same effect) Then maybe I'll add a mug in one corner of the room. Just because it's the only "decorative" thing I have. It's kinda like prison... not that I've been there! (atleast not YET... :) )

now that's just sad...

... 13 words for the entire month of May?!?! sad, indeed.

I have done great injustice to this month. My deepest apologies May. I'll make it up to you next year! (let's see if I'll remember this one!?)

I've just been sooooooo busy lately. The issues I get seems endless... (OMG! when will this product run-out of issues?!?). Plus we've been flat-hunting, since our contract with our current flat is about to expire. We decided not to renew since our landlord decided to be McGreedy and increased our rent by 400 f*^&ng dollars!!! Uncle, that's crazy lah!?!

I can't even go to the gym anymore. (not that I miss Rick Astley...)

**sigh**