Space

I really don't have a word to describe exactly how I feel right now.
It's this excruciating agony with a mix of a certain feeling of emptiness... a sudden urge to just explode and disappear at the same time. My body feels so powerless but my mind is running wild with a thousand broken thoughts. I wonder when it will just stop and let me rest.

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Space is supposed to be good. It's supposed to help us breathe, but somehow the space we have now makes me feel like I'm fighting for air. 

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How can I possibly get through this day and the day after that?