going...going...gone...

OMG...

4 more...
then another 3...

i hope they do something about it...

Good bye's and Thank you's...

Last friday was my last day in the office...
Hindi pa talaga nag-si-sink-in sa akin na that was my last day. it's weird...

Syempre, first on my list of thank you's ay ang aking lunchberks. like i said before, sila ang isa sa pinakamalaking reason kung bakit ang hirap umalis sa NSP. I really don't know how to thank them for everything we've been through... :)
Pati ang mga projectmates ko na nag-tyaga sa kakulitan at pang-"bu-bully" ko, also deserve my thanks...
Gaya ng sabi ko, lahat naman ng tao sa NSP mababait... medyo weird nga lang... hehehe...
I will surely miss NSP. I can only hope na yung next job ko ay halos same environment.

4 days to go...

apat araw na lang, and im officially free...

im actually excited because i'll finally have time to do the things i want and need to do. for starters, i really need to fix my room. sobrang dami ng gamit na nakatambak lang sa tabi-tabi...books, papers, CDs, etc. i also need to catch-up on my reading. i still have 4 books which i bought but haven't read. i also want to start playing the guitar again. it's been quite a while since i played. i wonder how rusty i am. another thing i want to do is to organize my files on both PCs at home and also the ones in my external HD. geez, i've never been this excited about cleaning!
haaaaay! can't wait to be free!!!

masama bang wala pa...?

i always get that odd look when people ask me kung san ako lilipat after my resignation, and i answer back na "wala pa".
masama bang wala pa? I know it's impractical, syempre, lalo na kung breadwinner ka.
siguro, swerte lang ako at supportive ang mga magulang ko (in short, papalamunin nila ako ulit habang wala pa akong trabaho...)
actually, marami akong plano, maraming gustong gawin at matutunan. pro after a really good rest siguro, tsaka ko sila magagawang concrete.

going to singapore is definitely an option. ang tanong na lang e kung kaya ko ba talagang magtrabaho sa ibang bansa at kung kaya kong sakyan ang culture nila. gusto ko rin sanang mag-aral. kung papalaring makapag-trabaho ako sa SG at di naman ganun kabigat ang trabaho, i might try to get an MS degree. haaaay... nangarap na naman ang bata.... hehehe...

pro seriously, this time, i will do my very best na gawin lahat ng gusto kong gawin... i want to be part of something big, but first, i want a clean slate...

nag-usap na kme ng japanese manager namin kanina. nung morning, nag-send sya ng email with 4 questions, related sa pag-re-resign ko at kung anu daw ang suggestion ko for improvements sa company. then nung hapon, pinag-usapan namin yung mga sagot ko. medyo mahabang usapan, pinaliwanag nya sa akin na yung ibang changes mahirap talgang gawin. meron din syang mga pieces of advice for me. mabait talga sya.

ja, pahinga muna... di daw kelangang pumasok bukas! walang support! buti naman...

the die has been cast...

or in my case, the resignation letter has been handed-in...
ang tagal bago ko ito nagawa.
matagal na syang plano, ngayon lang nagkatotoo.
ang hirap pla talaga.

nung sinabi ko sa japanese manager namin,
mukhang ok naman. pro kanina, bago ako umuwi,
nilapitan nya ako and asked me kung pwede daw kameng mag-usap bukas...
waaaaaaaaaaa....

wala lang...


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can't wait to just sleep all day...

decisions... decisions....

ang dami kong dapat pag-desisyonan sa mga darating na mga araw...
pro wala ako sa mood mag-isip... gusto ko munang magpahinga...
mahirap plang mag-hand-in ng resignation letter...
ilang buwan ko na sya pinag-iisipang gawin, pro di ko magawa-gawa...
promise, next week... gagawin ko na sya...
i can't wait to be a bum... gusto kong matulog ng mahabang oras... yung walang iisiping problem pagkagising... haaay... buhay...

ika nga ng japanese manager namin...
"give me a braak!!!"

nyaaahahaha....