numb

numb: (nm)
adj.

1. Deprived of the power to feel or move normally;
2. Emotionally unresponsive; indifferent

i have no idea if im happy or sad... im just floating... which sucks... hindi ko alam kung anung solusyon dito...
siguro kse masyadong de-metro buhay ko... lahat pinaplano, lahat kinakalkula, lahat dapat nakasulat... kaya nakaka-bore kse expected na. im doing the same things over and over again... and im beginning to think im getting sick of it.
i just dont feel any zest for life anymore. Not that i want to commit suicide or anything as stupid. Pro kung oras ko na ngayong gabi, i'll gladly accept.

malala na ba?!


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Do not be fooled by the absence of tears,
for deep inside this harlequin is a broken face,
a wounded heart, and trampled soul….
-S. Uta