Muntik na!

konti na lang sana, nandyan na sya...
Naramdaman ko sya kagabi... pro nilamon ako ng antok at pagod...
Tama ba itong ginagawa ko?
Gusto ko ba tlagang bumalik sya?

bomba!!!

After the Make a Difference Day activity namin, I decided na dumaan muna sa office to fix some of my stuff. Nagkita kami dun ni mabs. At around 3pm, we decided na lumabas pra kumain. Habang nasa hagdan, nakasalubong namin yung bomb-sniffing dog, syempre kasama yung amo nya. Hindi lang namin pinansin. We should have sensed something…..

Nung pabalik na kame sa office, napansin namin na maraming tao. Hhhmmnnn… anu ito? Shooting ba? Shooting? Sinong artista??? (jologs no?! hahaha…)

Anyway, napagalaman namin na meron daw bomba sa loob ng building, at bawal pumasok sa loob. Damn! Yung wallet at cellphone ko nasa loob! Pati yung ke mabs! Ang laman lang ng bulsa ko is roughly less than 400 pesos. (not bad db?) Medyo naghintay pa kami ng konti, ‘till we decided na malamang matagal pa ito. So pumunta kami sa starbucks, inom muna kami ng kape. Ang labo db? Nagkakagulo na nga ang mga tao, nag-kape pa kame?! Hehehe… Tsaka what if sumabog nga yung building, lahat ng pera ko at valueables ko, pati yung mga gamit at money ni mabs, di na namin makukuha… so basically ang meron lang kme ay yung pera ko sa bulsa at lahat ng contents ng coin purse ni mabs. At ano ang ginawa namin….bumili ng over-priced coffee… ang gagah db? Hehehe…. Wala lang. Feeling kse namin, malamang estudyante lang yung tumawag at nagsabi na may bomba sa building. May exam cguro or something… hay naku… tao nga naman.

Tinawanan pa ko ni mabs nnung sinabi kong buti na lang dala ko sa bulsa ko yung ID ko. Sabi nya “Aanhin natin yan?”…. So after nearly two hours, nag-papapasok na sila ng tao. And guess what…. Nasagot na ang tanong ni Mabs… NO ID, NO ENTRY. Hehehe…. Pumasok na lang ako sa loob pra kunin yung ID ni mabs sa drawer nya…. Hehehe…

(Na hindi naman pla kelangan, basta kilala mo si mang dennis… hehehehe..)

Exciting ng sabado namin no? hehehe….

Mga pics sa aking telepono...

nag-bro-browse ako ng files na nakalagay sa camera fone ko.... then nakita ko itong mga 'to... wala lang... hehehe....















bola-bola ni potpot....


















Duckie, on laundry day :) ....


















yanyan bread stick for jas... wehehehe...


















grumpy bear....


wala lang... hehehe....

Duckie... ang pagbabalik....

Nakuha ko na c duckie sa labahan..... :)


Parang balot:
















tada.......
squeeky-clean duckie....
















hehehe... wala lang....
na-miss ko lang sya...

why?!

warum?
¿por qué?
pourquoi?
perchè?
なぜか.


waaaaaahhhhh!!!!!
why????

bakit ba di tyo pinagtatagpo???

hay naku... minsan ko na nga lang aabutan c barbie na mag-perform sa mga place malapit sa amin.... di pa natuloy!!! hmpf!!!!


NOVEMBER 2005
08 - 'Warner Bar Tour' Dish 9PM
08 - Padi's Point Alabang 11PM
09 - La Salle Taft, 89.9 event 12 noon
11 - SM Makati - Cancelled
11 - New Millenium Evangelical 7PM (private affair)
11 - Hard Rock 9PM
12 - San Jose Occidental Mindoro
13 - Market Market - Cancelled
15 - 'Warner Bar Tour' Saguijo Bar 9PM
15 - Padi's Point Las Piñas - Cancelled
16 - Padi's Point EDSA Central 11PM

A Research on Ice Cream

Ice Cream Makes You Happy? Get Outta Here

Morning Edition, May 4, 2005 · Stop the presses: Ice cream makes you happy. Researchers in England say the chilly treat "lights up" the brain's pleasure zones. The study was funded by Unilever, which makes ice cream. Subjects ate 15 teaspoons of ice cream, while MRI technology watched their brains. Turns out, the orbitofrontal cortex -- the "processing" area of the brain -- responded immediately. And that's just from eating vanilla!

src: http://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=4630326

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personally...
i dont believe this crap! No amount of sugar, dairy, or any other sinful pleasure, for that matter, can ever lift a dreary spirit up from unfathomable despair... but true friends can.... char! hehehe....

thanks so much guys....i mean it... :)

failure

type "failure" in googles search textfield.
and the first search result is:


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hehehe... wala lang... naaliw lang... hehehe
makahanap pa nga... hehehe...

kung ikaw ako.... anung gagawin mo???

(17:53:38) nene: nina, gusto mo mag-cebu? hehehe
(17:53:52) ninadl: hehehe....
(17:53:56) ninadl: joke po yan?
(17:53:57) ninadl: :-D
(17:54:00) ninadl: hehehe
(17:54:01) nene: question :p
(17:54:04) ninadl: hehehe
(17:54:12) ninadl: serious question?
(17:54:13) ninadl: hehehe
(17:54:14) nene: yep
(17:54:23) ninadl: ilang araw po?
(17:54:27) ninadl: :)
(17:54:33) nene: like months? :p
(17:54:35) nene: hehehe
(17:54:38) ninadl: waaaaa?
(17:54:40) ninadl: hehehe
(17:54:49) ninadl: 2 months?
(17:54:54) nene: 6 months?
(17:54:57) nene: di pa ako sure.
(17:54:58) ninadl: waaaa....
(17:55:02) ninadl: hehehe
(17:55:10) ninadl: for this project po?
(17:55:11) nene: kasi pag pinakuha ako ng tao, gusto ko sana kilala ko na :)
(17:55:13) nene: nde
(17:55:15) nene: pwlan?
(17:55:27) nene: if long term bt ka sa cebu,
(17:55:42) nene: will try to arrange na maka uwi ka naman free of charge :)
(17:55:54) ninadl: hehehe....
(17:55:58) nene: hss ka ngayon di ba?
(17:56:01) ninadl: yup
(17:56:09) ninadl: ask ko po muna c ate may... :)
(17:56:14) nene: cge
(17:56:16) nene: tnx :)

ang ganda ng palusot no? hehehe... parang batang magtatanong sa nanay kung pwedeng sumama sa fieldtrip... hehehe...

so.... anung gagawin ko? sabi naman sa akin, not sure pa naman daw, just in case lang... but 6 months??? waaaa..... di ko yata kaya yun... :(

on the brighter side, i feel honored that nene wants me to be part of her team... haba ng hair ko db? hehehe... (but then again, i'm thinking, maybe she just wants someone from VSGW... pra pag may bug, madali mahatak... :) )

Manila vs. Okane.... hehehehe......

teka... 6 months, so thats approximately 180 days, so since Cebu-time thats, x 11.8days, so total is 2,124days?????? waaaaa....... (5.8 years?!!!!) :O

bagong wig

hulaan nyo daw kung sino 'tong CUTE na to... :)

Defying nature

Yesterday I’ve decided that enough is enough. Ayoko na. Ayoko ko nang maging kulot. Hehehe…

Pina-rebond ko na ang aking wavy and hard-to-deal-with hair. I patiently waited for 4 hours bago matapos yung rebonding process. I almost fell asleep sa tagal. I’ve never stayed that long inside a salon before, ni sa panaginip, di ko naisip na tatagal ako ng ganun.

Ang dami plang hassles ng pagpapa-rebond… now I have to “maintain” my hair… What?!!! E mag-suklay nga nakakalimutan ko e, “magpakakikay” pa ng hair?!!! Parang trap! Hehehe…

Tanung nga ni gloi kung anung nakain ko at nagpaayos ako ng hair…

Hhhmmnnn…..

Actually, matagal ko na syang napag-isipang gawin, lagi lang akong either tinatamad or busy. Symbolic din cguro na ginawa ko ito nung nag-decide na ako mag-move sa next "phase" ng aking experimento… I’ve proven my point. And it worked! And now it’s time to go back to my old self. The more carefree and kickass version… the highschool-me! Handa ka na ba world?(hahahaa….) Because the real me will be back pretty soon… and this time, I won’t be afraid… this time, I will muster enough guts to be true… this time, I will never lose a friend…. this time, no one will cry.

tech-support til 10pm :)

yan ang current job ko ngayon.... aside from bug fixes and modification requests... suma-sideline pa kong contact-person ng tester namin sa japan.... saya di ba???
oki lang naman sa akin, since malapit lang naman ang apartment, at usually, kapag gabi umuuwi, hinahatid kami ni mang erns hanggang apartment :)
grabeng ka-busy-han ito (mabs grammar... :) )
miss ko na makipag-chikahan over the jabber... ngayon, pagnakikita ko nag-bli-blink yung jabber client ko, hindi na ko excited.... iniisip ko... hay naku, bug na naman.... hehehe.... di tulad dati.... natutuwa ako, kse chika-minute uli.... (hahaha.... tsismosang bata!)
oki lang sa akin ang ganito... pro wag naman tipong all-year-round... hehehe.... once in a while, it's nice to know that im needed... yung tipong ikaw yung tinatanong kung alam mong paganahin yung isang bagay....
it's almost 9pm here.... malapit nang matapos ang stress test ko ng project namin... at so far, wala pa namang problems from japan.... 1 hour to go... :) hopefully pare-pareho kaming makauwi ng maayos... :)

naiyak ako, promise.....

Tonight I Can Write
by Pablo Neruda
(20 love poems and a Song of Despair)

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Write for example, 'The night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'

The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one I held her in my arms.
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me, sometimes I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.

To hear immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to a pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is shattered and she is not with me.

This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

My sight searches for her as though to go to her.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.

Another's. She will be another's. Like my kisses before.
Her voice. Her bright body. Her infinite eyes.

I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is short, forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her.

duggie... duggie....

ang bago naming duggie.... c peter... ang pandak na aso... :)

19 kilos?!!!

grabeng excess baggage ito... di ko inakala....
thank God for porters... :)

Happy birthday Che!!! :)

your cake bago sya nadisgrasya.... hehehe... :)

salvation from exile

behold..... the salvation from exile.....


there's a recurring song in my head.... "we're on our way home... we're on our way home.... we're going home..."
(yun lang ang alam kong lyrics dun sa kanta... pro paulit-ulit sya sa utak ko....hehehe....)

Jitse...the aftermath

hay! sa wakas! natapos din ang kalbaryo...
promise, after submitting my exam paper, i felt sooooo free....
no more going home (sa hotel) late at night, feeling guilty kse ndi na naman ako nakapag-aral... (wala kasi tlagang time... promise!!!)
at least ngayon, pwede na kong umuwi without the burden of "stretching" my time. Uwi lang tlaga para matulog!!! wow! ang sarap ng feeling... as in!

pro syempre, somewhere in the dark corners of my head, may worry pa din kung anu ang results ng exam. nasagutan ko naman lahat, pro jitse is one hell of a tricky exam. feeling mo tama, pro depende kase kung pano mo naintindihan yung problem... haaay.... life.
kung di ako pumasa dito, ayoko na tlaga mag-take uli... kakapagod e. the anticipation is just too much... madami na kong pressure from work, ayaw ko na muna dagdagan...
cguro kung di ako papasa, i might think of shifting careers... baka ndi ako meant maging programmer... i dunno, baka sinasabi ko lang ito ngayon... bukas, iba cguro ang iisipin ko... halata bang sabog pa ko....
oh, well, bahala na.... may deadline pa ko today.... :) got to go!

7 days to go!!!

7 days to go and im gonna go home!!!... finally, after "one week"
(Cebu time-spacewarp calculation = Manila day * 11.8 days) hehehee...

im happy it's gonna be over soon.... hindi naman sa badtrip ako at nag-bt kami ng nearly 3 months sa Cebu... actually, im thankful dahil marami akong natutunan, ibang klase tlagang experience ito. Hindi lahat ng tao binibigyan ng ganito pagkakataon. Pro syempre, miss ko na rin tlaga ang family at friends ko.... aaawww... :)

excited na ko... :) hehehe....


simply no place like Manila.... Manila, I'm coming home...

isa sa mga paborito.....

Sonnet 17 : Love
by Pablo Neruda
(Cien Sonetus de Amor, 1960)

(translated by Stephen Topscott)

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms but
carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or
from where. I love you straightforwardly,
without complexities or pride; so I love you
because I know no other way

than this: Where “I” does not exist, nor “You”,
so close that your hand on my chest is my
hand, so close that your eyes close as I fall
asleep.